Tati's Blog

if my heart is stopped, i am not dead
it is already not paining
if tear is on my face, it is raining
the rain helps to decide it, isn't it?

I'm going away in the rain,
please without empathy...
pretend that let me go regretfully
that you will see me again

does anyone know is there any cure for love?
is there any cure to heart to beat again?
otherwise I will forever walk in the rain....

don't broke your wings about my window pane
don't let your feathers whirl in the wind
the window is closed, you came in vain
and nothing to say and nobody pined

fly away before your feather falls down
fly away before there will be the dawn
fly away before I'll beg you come back
please, before i'll beg you come back....

trust is the first step to reach the top and the first step to fall down

I am old, I am so old,
go like a tired shadow
go like a stone-cold
from a hateful wold,
to my long-awaited foe.

how long did i live
cannot count 'cause
Dragon's life is survive
between fights and I was
always winner - faux pas.

where is a brave knight
wanna a feat as a meed,
calling me for a fight,
alas, I don't wait all night-
my enemies were buried.

there aren't knights any more
just a pile of white bones at my feet
as a memory of yore...
I'm going to my last war
last strength I hope for meet

"you are old, you are so old."
leaves whisper like a sage.
I'm going like an old stronghold
going like with a blindfold
it's so shame to die of old age

"I'm your King and you must kneel,"
he said to her, and she fell before him,
"look the executioner raised his steel
over your head and he obeys all my whim"

"You haven't right to look into the eyes of King,
look down, keep your breath and delete your grin
from your lovely lips, for now, you are my thing."
he said that and laughed, "you are my win."

she answered softly without lowering her eyes and face,
"Go to hell, you'll be a king only in that place,"
she put her head on the block, "take your win.
I've not lost the war, but a battle, - your right to kill
I'll hold a place for you in hell, where we both will."

Love you,but have no reason to love
Thanks God you was found of.
LOVE YOU for you are exist
for I am in your blacklist

for you're burning not for me
for it's not for me you're smiling
for you're walking past and I'm fleeing
afraid to eyes meet and don't be free

for I'll never be yours and your handcuff
for between us will never be treasons
for fall in love with you it's so enough
love you, and these are my main reasons

I am looking at people are walking
going down along a street
I am listening a tweet
and how all the flowers are waking

I am admire how mothers treat kids
and how the sun is warming them
the sky like a transparent gem
it's shining so bright, I'm closing my eyelids

I closed my eyes and seeing the darkness
I closed the window and hearing the silence
and loneliness is killing me like the riddance
but I can nothing do, you didn't bless

what does man make feel happy? family, nice people around, lovely places, new meetings, walks along a beach, an old wonderful cozy city - it makes me feel happy now
what does man make feel unhappy? there is a reason makes me feel that
and I cannot chose what I am feeling....

I've never been like an angel
but I've never been without friends
sometimes I'm friendly so bungle
but my friends it never suspends

I was born with no a dead heart
my heart is hot from birth
and my life isn't art
and our friendship never will rebirth

I try to be nice and good
and don't be out of mood
I'm always fine, even if my heart and soul cry
and not my fault someone saw my letter awry

if you from beginning search for a trick
you'll see into an each action and word a poisonous kick
I live with no a wear mask, dont believe me, but it's my life
and if I would be hold a gun but not a knife.

I think I always right
and it's my main mistake
"I admit it" with no hesitation write
but it mustn't make nobody feel heartbreak

because I'm not an angel, I'm just a woman
And one day I will pay the price
for I tried to be a human
for my heart has never been like an ice.

and I know you will never say to me sorry
and I will never say it to you
because you are a man who was hurt and concluded in hurry
because I am a woman who was offended too,adieu.

You don't know
how much I miss you..
I live each day
as it comes
functioning in all my tasks
smiling when needed
even laughing at times
but inside I am so alone
each minute seems like an hour
each hour seems like a day
What makes this time bearable
are my thoughts of you...