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ItS bEeN A WhIlE sInCed i wRoTe In
ItS BeEn a WhIlE SiNcEd i pUt DoWn mY tHoUgHtS oN ThE PApEr
ItS BeEn a wHiLe sInCed i reMeMbErEd
ItS BeEn a wHiLe sInCed i sAiD GoOdByE
ItS BEeN A WhIlE SiNcEd I sAiD WeLcOmE
ItS BeEn a WhIlE sInCed I SaId thAnK YoU
ItS BeEn a wHiLe sInCed i cArE
ItS BeEn a wHiLe sInCed wE WeRe 13tH BaCk tHeN
hOw tImE aTtAcK LiKeD A ThUnDeR
iN JuSt a bLiNkEd
LeT Me cHaSe yOuR ShAdOw iN My dReAm

The fears untold
When I’m sitting near you
The tears kept drying
When I’m holding your hand
What is your misery?
May I know?
My little angel
What is your secret?
Will you share with me?
My angel
Close your eyes
And think of paradise
Call my name
And I will be there
Does it makes you hurt
When they leave you in a fear
I want to hold you near
So you can forget all your fear
I just want to hear
You call me “my dear”
I won’t walk away
I wont gave up my pray
I will be your protector
And you will be my little angle

(i got this from the web,it is a very interesting one.make me think twice...this is why im here)

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end.
They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.
The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail,the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.Days and weeks passed.
One morning,the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.
As soon as it seemed appropriate,the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable,she left him alone. Slowly, painfully,he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside.Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for himself.He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.
It faced a blank wall.The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you”

Have you ever wonder
Why is it not clear
Can’t you hear
my heart is screaming
calling for your name
please be near
*stop pretending
That you don’t know
The sign is clear
You should know better
Have you ever wonder
Why I’m here
Knowing you is the best thing
That ever happened
In my life
Be by your side is all that I want
I want to catch
Your tears and your fears
Even before it shown
*stop pretending
That you don’t know
The sign is clear
You should know better
Have you ever wonder
Why I’m here
I wont’ sit here and
Do nothing
I don’t wanna even
Try to forget you
Not even for a second
I wont’ beg down
Just to show I’m sincere
Please girl I’m not like
All of them you have known
*stop pretending
That you don’t know
The sign is clear
You should know better
Have you ever wonder
Why I’m here
Through this song
I hope you will melt down
And see me through
Your heart
Not your blinded eyes
*have you ever wonder
Have you ever wonder
Now I’m wondering

While at the park one day, a woman sat down next to a man on a bench near a playground. "That's my son over there," she said, pointing to a little boy in a red sweater who was gliding down the slide.
"He's a fine looking boy," the man said. "That's my son on the swing in the blue sweater." Then, looking at his watch, he called to his son. "What do you say we go, Todd?"
Todd pleaded, "Just five more minutes, Dad. Please? Just five more minutes." The man nodded and Todd continued to swing to his heart's content.
Minutes passed and the father stood and called again to his son. "Time to go now?"

Again Todd pleaded, "Five more minutes, Dad. Just five more minutes." The man smiled and said, "Okay."
"My, you certainly are a patient father," the woman responded.
The man smiled and then said, "My older son Tommy was killed by a drunk driver last year while he was riding his bike near here. I never spent much time with Tommy and now I'd give anything for just five more minutes with him. I've vowed not to make the same mistake with Todd.
"He thinks he has five more minutes to swing. The truth is . . .
I get five more minutes to watch him play."